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sciencegeekSo. Not dead yet. I'm frustrated with a lot of things, one of them finances because I'm retarded, and didn't pick up straight away that the government was taking about $2500 of my summer pay and didn't replan my budget accordingly, so now I'm pretty much broke. Plus I've been trying for weeks to get in contact with someone so I can get the rest of the money I'm still owed from the summer, which is annoying since I don't really have the time to deal with this anymore.
I'm pretty much giving up on a couple of friends I had in high school (they're married now), because the girl is being an ass about me being unable to attend their wedding this past summer. I'm sorry, but she put the wedding on July 1st weekend, and didn't send out the invitations as early as one might expect for a) a summer wedding, and b) a wedding being held on a holiday weekend. I've already apologised for not being able to go, and if she wants to hold a grudge about it fine, fuck her, I don't have the inclination to figure out what I have to do to get back in her good graces.
I'm getting tired of school. Well, mostly the hours I'm putting in, and the crappy grades. There's not much more I can do unless I breakdown and decide that 5 hours of sleep is ok (currently I'm holding out at 5.5 - 6 hours), but on the other hand, is that extra hour of studying at midnight *really* going to help that much? I dunno, it just feels like I'm putting in this huge effort, and getting really shitty returns on it right now, but there's not a whole lot I can do to increase my study time.
I'm not touching the latest Harry Potter news because my flist has been covered in it, and at this point nothing I say will be much different than the other million posts on the subject. That, and I think I'm out of love with/out of touch with/just plain out of the HP fandom (though I recently read an HP/DM fic that was 'epilogue ambiguous" that I enjoyed. Can't remember if I commented on it or not), so I, uh, don't really care. I get that people are happy that a character is gay, but when I saw the news I just sort of went "eh" and moved on. Of course the lack of reaction may be related to me being tired and stressed overall, and this isn't something I can really get into right now. I still read fic every now and again, but I haven't really seen much in the HP fandom that has gripped me. Of course, unless it's recc'd or written by my flist I don't see it anymore, just because of time constraints.
Anyway, in a nutshell - I'm tired and stressed, and apparently bitchy right now, the latter being a product of the tired and stressed combo. I'm a bit sorry that this entry isn't anything fun and exciting, and is rather boring and bitchy, though.
I'm pretty much giving up on a couple of friends I had in high school (they're married now), because the girl is being an ass about me being unable to attend their wedding this past summer. I'm sorry, but she put the wedding on July 1st weekend, and didn't send out the invitations as early as one might expect for a) a summer wedding, and b) a wedding being held on a holiday weekend. I've already apologised for not being able to go, and if she wants to hold a grudge about it fine, fuck her, I don't have the inclination to figure out what I have to do to get back in her good graces.
I'm getting tired of school. Well, mostly the hours I'm putting in, and the crappy grades. There's not much more I can do unless I breakdown and decide that 5 hours of sleep is ok (currently I'm holding out at 5.5 - 6 hours), but on the other hand, is that extra hour of studying at midnight *really* going to help that much? I dunno, it just feels like I'm putting in this huge effort, and getting really shitty returns on it right now, but there's not a whole lot I can do to increase my study time.
I'm not touching the latest Harry Potter news because my flist has been covered in it, and at this point nothing I say will be much different than the other million posts on the subject. That, and I think I'm out of love with/out of touch with/just plain out of the HP fandom (though I recently read an HP/DM fic that was 'epilogue ambiguous" that I enjoyed. Can't remember if I commented on it or not), so I, uh, don't really care. I get that people are happy that a character is gay, but when I saw the news I just sort of went "eh" and moved on. Of course the lack of reaction may be related to me being tired and stressed overall, and this isn't something I can really get into right now. I still read fic every now and again, but I haven't really seen much in the HP fandom that has gripped me. Of course, unless it's recc'd or written by my flist I don't see it anymore, just because of time constraints.
Anyway, in a nutshell - I'm tired and stressed, and apparently bitchy right now, the latter being a product of the tired and stressed combo. I'm a bit sorry that this entry isn't anything fun and exciting, and is rather boring and bitchy, though.
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on 2007-10-22 04:49 am (UTC)no subject
on 2007-10-22 10:37 am (UTC)*sends you de-stressing vibes* I hope you get to feeling better!